Did You Read The Directions? ft Duan & Q - Episode 79

1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:02,000 Yo Q what up? 2 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:04,000 Man I'm keeping it real what up the what? 3 00:00:06,000 --> 00:00:08,000 Welcome 4 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:10,000 to not 5 00:00:10,000 --> 00:00:14,000 just music 6 00:00:14,000 --> 00:00:16,000 where we keep it real 7 00:00:16,000 --> 00:00:18,000 and honest 8 00:00:18,000 --> 00:00:34,000 and honest always 9 00:00:34,000 --> 00:00:36,000 What's going on? It's your boy 10 00:00:36,000 --> 00:00:38,000 Dwayne Moreno from Not Just Music Podcast 11 00:00:38,000 --> 00:00:40,000 Quincy Murdock in the building as always 12 00:00:40,000 --> 00:00:42,000 What's going on? 13 00:00:42,000 --> 00:00:44,000 What's happening? What's the business? What's the business? 14 00:00:44,000 --> 00:00:46,000 Another Thursday 15 00:00:46,000 --> 00:00:48,000 Good people 16 00:00:48,000 --> 00:00:50,000 That's the business 17 00:00:50,000 --> 00:00:52,000 And we are well off into the 18 00:00:52,000 --> 00:00:54,000 month of March 19 00:00:54,000 --> 00:00:56,000 New money 20 00:00:56,000 --> 00:00:58,000 New money 21 00:00:58,000 --> 00:01:00,000 This month shall be a month 22 00:01:00,000 --> 00:01:02,000 of gloriousness because 23 00:01:02,000 --> 00:01:04,000 coming off of last month I'm just feeling 24 00:01:04,000 --> 00:01:06,000 very very very elated especially 25 00:01:06,000 --> 00:01:08,000 being a black man 26 00:01:08,000 --> 00:01:10,000 that's able to do things like what I'm 27 00:01:10,000 --> 00:01:12,000 doing right now 28 00:01:12,000 --> 00:01:14,000 and talking to you people from a distance 29 00:01:14,000 --> 00:01:16,000 but I'm in your face at the same time 30 00:01:16,000 --> 00:01:18,000 So 31 00:01:18,000 --> 00:01:20,000 That's nice I like that one 32 00:01:20,000 --> 00:01:22,000 We are 33 00:01:22,000 --> 00:01:24,000 We are definitely 34 00:01:24,000 --> 00:01:26,000 We are definitely one of 35 00:01:26,000 --> 00:01:28,000 many podcasters 36 00:01:28,000 --> 00:01:30,000 in 37 00:01:30,000 --> 00:01:32,000 a podcast that 38 00:01:32,000 --> 00:01:34,000 have a platform 39 00:01:34,000 --> 00:01:36,000 that is consistent 40 00:01:36,000 --> 00:01:38,000 that is available 41 00:01:38,000 --> 00:01:40,000 that is worthy 42 00:01:40,000 --> 00:01:42,000 of doing things like this 43 00:01:42,000 --> 00:01:44,000 It's not a lot 44 00:01:44,000 --> 00:01:46,000 It's a lot of trying 45 00:01:46,000 --> 00:01:48,000 Put time and energy efforts in 46 00:01:48,000 --> 00:01:50,000 and it didn't go anywhere 47 00:01:50,000 --> 00:01:52,000 It's not a 48 00:01:52,000 --> 00:01:54,000 thing for 49 00:01:54,000 --> 00:01:56,000 week 50 00:01:56,000 --> 00:01:58,000 It's a lot of learning to do 51 00:01:58,000 --> 00:02:00,000 It's a lot of 52 00:02:00,000 --> 00:02:02,000 studying 53 00:02:02,000 --> 00:02:04,000 It's not like a thing of just 54 00:02:04,000 --> 00:02:06,000 coming here and just sitting down 55 00:02:06,000 --> 00:02:08,000 It's a lot of studying that I do that goes into it 56 00:02:08,000 --> 00:02:10,000 I actually forgot my loud talk today but 57 00:02:10,000 --> 00:02:12,000 I'm going to get out it 58 00:02:12,000 --> 00:02:14,000 It's going to be off the top of my head 59 00:02:14,000 --> 00:02:16,000 as much as I can but it's 60 00:02:16,000 --> 00:02:18,000 really a topic that I can really get into 61 00:02:18,000 --> 00:02:20,000 So 62 00:02:20,000 --> 00:02:22,000 Now here is 63 00:02:22,000 --> 00:02:24,000 Here's the new month of March 64 00:02:24,000 --> 00:02:26,000 Now to 65 00:02:26,000 --> 00:02:28,000 get from last month 66 00:02:28,000 --> 00:02:30,000 to this month 67 00:02:30,000 --> 00:02:32,000 took some time 68 00:02:32,000 --> 00:02:34,000 took some energy, took some effort 69 00:02:34,000 --> 00:02:36,000 I had a lot come up 70 00:02:36,000 --> 00:02:38,000 especially with 71 00:02:38,000 --> 00:02:40,000 technical, well I'm not going to say just technical 72 00:02:40,000 --> 00:02:42,000 just the whole situation of just 73 00:02:42,000 --> 00:02:44,000 making sure that everything is running 74 00:02:44,000 --> 00:02:46,000 well especially for recording 75 00:02:46,000 --> 00:02:48,000 and putting recordings 76 00:02:48,000 --> 00:02:50,000 together and things like that I've been 77 00:02:50,000 --> 00:02:52,000 consistently just teaching myself things 78 00:02:52,000 --> 00:02:54,000 in class with a new system that I'm using 79 00:02:54,000 --> 00:02:56,000 that we're recording on now 80 00:02:56,000 --> 00:02:58,000 took me some time to get to this but 81 00:02:58,000 --> 00:03:00,000 it taught me a valuable lesson 82 00:03:00,000 --> 00:03:02,000 and in that lesson 83 00:03:02,000 --> 00:03:04,000 is the case of 84 00:03:04,000 --> 00:03:06,000 time 85 00:03:06,000 --> 00:03:08,000 factors and what things you do 86 00:03:08,000 --> 00:03:10,000 to show 87 00:03:10,000 --> 00:03:12,000 and approve 88 00:03:12,000 --> 00:03:14,000 of time and not only just 89 00:03:14,000 --> 00:03:16,000 approving of this time 90 00:03:16,000 --> 00:03:18,000 what are you learning? 91 00:03:18,000 --> 00:03:20,000 So I really 92 00:03:20,000 --> 00:03:22,000 want to talk about 93 00:03:22,000 --> 00:03:24,000 lessons 94 00:03:24,000 --> 00:03:26,000 learned 95 00:03:26,000 --> 00:03:28,000 in most cases 96 00:03:28,000 --> 00:03:30,000 your lesson is probably going to be learned due to 97 00:03:30,000 --> 00:03:32,000 a hard time but sometimes it's not due to a hard time 98 00:03:32,000 --> 00:03:34,000 sometimes it's due to something that was very good 99 00:03:34,000 --> 00:03:36,000 a lot of the times 100 00:03:36,000 --> 00:03:38,000 especially like I said with what I was doing 101 00:03:38,000 --> 00:03:40,000 what my situation was the first time 102 00:03:40,000 --> 00:03:42,000 I tried to do this recording is 103 00:03:42,000 --> 00:03:44,000 I didn't have the right equipment 104 00:03:44,000 --> 00:03:46,000 didn't have the right equipment, didn't have the proper things 105 00:03:46,000 --> 00:03:48,000 to be able to 106 00:03:48,000 --> 00:03:50,000 efficiently 107 00:03:50,000 --> 00:03:52,000 do what I wanted 108 00:03:52,000 --> 00:03:54,000 to do as far as like I say 109 00:03:54,000 --> 00:03:56,000 recording, now let me explain 110 00:03:58,000 --> 00:04:00,000 this is something that a lot of us 111 00:04:00,000 --> 00:04:02,000 do daily in life 112 00:04:02,000 --> 00:04:04,000 period 113 00:04:04,000 --> 00:04:06,000 we have that vision 114 00:04:06,000 --> 00:04:08,000 we have that idea but we cannot 115 00:04:08,000 --> 00:04:10,000 put it together 116 00:04:10,000 --> 00:04:12,000 with, don't know how to get it started 117 00:04:12,000 --> 00:04:14,000 we don't know how to get it off the ground 118 00:04:14,000 --> 00:04:16,000 it meets, it has a meeting point 119 00:04:16,000 --> 00:04:18,000 but it's just like okay well wait a minute 120 00:04:18,000 --> 00:04:20,000 did I miss something? 121 00:04:20,000 --> 00:04:22,000 A to B to C to D 122 00:04:22,000 --> 00:04:24,000 now this is what 123 00:04:24,000 --> 00:04:26,000 made me think about it 124 00:04:26,000 --> 00:04:28,000 now when I got this system 125 00:04:28,000 --> 00:04:30,000 like the first thing I thought about 126 00:04:30,000 --> 00:04:32,000 man this thing ain't gonna work 127 00:04:32,000 --> 00:04:34,000 it's gonna, you know, I'm gonna hook the cameras up 128 00:04:34,000 --> 00:04:36,000 to it and it's gonna do everything 129 00:04:36,000 --> 00:04:38,000 that I needed to do 130 00:04:38,000 --> 00:04:40,000 well got it, didn't even take the 131 00:04:40,000 --> 00:04:42,000 time to even like take the time to learn 132 00:04:42,000 --> 00:04:44,000 the system, I just kinda just 133 00:04:44,000 --> 00:04:46,000 I hooked it up but it again 134 00:04:46,000 --> 00:04:48,000 and trial and error 135 00:04:48,000 --> 00:04:50,000 something had went bad 136 00:04:50,000 --> 00:04:52,000 ugly, ugly 137 00:04:52,000 --> 00:04:54,000 it got ugly so the first one I had 138 00:04:54,000 --> 00:04:56,000 actually malfunctioned 139 00:04:56,000 --> 00:04:58,000 I actually had to send it back 140 00:04:58,000 --> 00:05:00,000 not only did I have to send it back 141 00:05:00,000 --> 00:05:02,000 one thing I had a situation 142 00:05:02,000 --> 00:05:04,000 with it too is that 143 00:05:04,000 --> 00:05:06,000 I had to say I had the wrong components 144 00:05:06,000 --> 00:05:08,000 I had a hard drive 145 00:05:08,000 --> 00:05:10,000 a hard disk drive that was 146 00:05:10,000 --> 00:05:12,000 not compatible 147 00:05:12,000 --> 00:05:14,000 I mean it was compatible but it wasn't 148 00:05:14,000 --> 00:05:16,000 fast enough to 149 00:05:16,000 --> 00:05:18,000 keep up with the 150 00:05:18,000 --> 00:05:20,000 system to be 151 00:05:20,000 --> 00:05:22,000 able to record camera feed 152 00:05:22,000 --> 00:05:24,000 audio all this stuff coming out of this 153 00:05:24,000 --> 00:05:26,000 one little console 154 00:05:26,000 --> 00:05:28,000 and kicking it back to save it 155 00:05:28,000 --> 00:05:30,000 onto a hard drive 156 00:05:30,000 --> 00:05:32,000 it did not do what it was supposed to 157 00:05:32,000 --> 00:05:34,000 fast forward to the cameras, the cameras 158 00:05:34,000 --> 00:05:36,000 I had had the 159 00:05:36,000 --> 00:05:38,000 just 160 00:05:38,000 --> 00:05:40,000 I mean had a nice view but 161 00:05:40,000 --> 00:05:42,000 the situation of I had the 162 00:05:42,000 --> 00:05:44,000 cameras that do not allow for a 163 00:05:44,000 --> 00:05:46,000 clean HDMI 164 00:05:46,000 --> 00:05:48,000 feed so the video feed 165 00:05:48,000 --> 00:05:50,000 that you would be seeing would have 166 00:05:50,000 --> 00:05:52,000 the camera components for taking video 167 00:05:52,000 --> 00:05:54,000 or camera shots and things like that 168 00:05:54,000 --> 00:05:56,000 so it was basically 169 00:05:56,000 --> 00:05:58,000 a good big disaster 170 00:05:58,000 --> 00:06:00,000 a good big disaster 171 00:06:00,000 --> 00:06:02,000 a great lesson though 172 00:06:02,000 --> 00:06:04,000 I learned a lot in that one 173 00:06:04,000 --> 00:06:06,000 those good two days 174 00:06:06,000 --> 00:06:08,000 actually two days but more so two weeks 175 00:06:10,000 --> 00:06:12,000 it taught me to really 176 00:06:12,000 --> 00:06:14,000 look into 177 00:06:14,000 --> 00:06:16,000 and this is for anything, anybody doing 178 00:06:16,000 --> 00:06:18,000 anything, look into 179 00:06:18,000 --> 00:06:20,000 the job, look into 180 00:06:20,000 --> 00:06:22,000 the instructions 181 00:06:22,000 --> 00:06:24,000 don't just go buy a 182 00:06:24,000 --> 00:06:26,000 bookshelf for your room 183 00:06:26,000 --> 00:06:28,000 and that bookshelf going to be too big or too small 184 00:06:28,000 --> 00:06:30,000 for your room, look at the details 185 00:06:30,000 --> 00:06:32,000 read about it 186 00:06:32,000 --> 00:06:34,000 stop looking at the picture 187 00:06:34,000 --> 00:06:36,000 and be like man that looks nice 188 00:06:36,000 --> 00:06:38,000 and I'm going to get it in and I'm going to just like get straight to work 189 00:06:38,000 --> 00:06:40,000 with it or put it straight up or 190 00:06:40,000 --> 00:06:42,000 you know I said the R word, uh oh 191 00:06:42,000 --> 00:06:44,000 that's like medicine, some people don't like 192 00:06:44,000 --> 00:06:46,000 to take that medicine, reading 193 00:06:46,000 --> 00:06:48,000 that's the biggest 194 00:06:48,000 --> 00:06:50,000 part of this, the reason why I said 195 00:06:50,000 --> 00:06:52,000 you know 196 00:06:52,000 --> 00:06:54,000 what are you doing to make 197 00:06:54,000 --> 00:06:56,000 use of what 198 00:06:56,000 --> 00:06:58,000 you have, meaning are you educating 199 00:06:58,000 --> 00:07:00,000 yourself or are you just kind of getting 200 00:07:00,000 --> 00:07:02,000 by with it, you say last episode 201 00:07:02,000 --> 00:07:04,000 you say we rich at our hands right 202 00:07:04,000 --> 00:07:06,000 this is the way 203 00:07:06,000 --> 00:07:08,000 we're teaching you, you gotta be rich in your 204 00:07:08,000 --> 00:07:10,000 mindset, you gotta be rich in 205 00:07:10,000 --> 00:07:12,000 the mind, you know what I'm saying 206 00:07:12,000 --> 00:07:14,000 the mindset is nothing that can stop 207 00:07:14,000 --> 00:07:16,000 you once you rich in it, they come 208 00:07:16,000 --> 00:07:18,000 they join, so your mindset 209 00:07:18,000 --> 00:07:20,000 if your mindset is there 210 00:07:20,000 --> 00:07:22,000 and then you have the physical 211 00:07:22,000 --> 00:07:24,000 that comes along with it 212 00:07:24,000 --> 00:07:26,000 you put these two things together 213 00:07:26,000 --> 00:07:28,000 it's going to be like the most dominating 214 00:07:28,000 --> 00:07:30,000 thing you can have, cause your mind 215 00:07:30,000 --> 00:07:32,000 tells your body what to do, if your mind 216 00:07:32,000 --> 00:07:34,000 says not to quit 217 00:07:34,000 --> 00:07:36,000 and be happy and not depressed 218 00:07:36,000 --> 00:07:38,000 and learn and read then that's what you're 219 00:07:38,000 --> 00:07:40,000 going to do, the mind controls 220 00:07:40,000 --> 00:07:42,000 everything, easy, it's 221 00:07:42,000 --> 00:07:44,000 so easy to 222 00:07:44,000 --> 00:07:46,000 say that you 223 00:07:46,000 --> 00:07:48,000 can look at a picture 224 00:07:48,000 --> 00:07:50,000 it's easy to look at a picture 225 00:07:50,000 --> 00:07:52,000 and be like yeah that's doable 226 00:07:52,000 --> 00:07:54,000 but then when you read it 227 00:07:54,000 --> 00:07:56,000 read the directions that's behind 228 00:07:56,000 --> 00:07:58,000 it, it changes your whole outlook on 229 00:07:58,000 --> 00:08:00,000 the thing, it's like a cake right 230 00:08:00,000 --> 00:08:02,000 the whole outlook on the 231 00:08:02,000 --> 00:08:04,000 thing, cut that thing open, like I had 232 00:08:04,000 --> 00:08:06,000 to look, even, and then go back to talk about 233 00:08:06,000 --> 00:08:08,000 the system, there's so many 234 00:08:08,000 --> 00:08:10,000 components to this system but it's so simplistic 235 00:08:10,000 --> 00:08:12,000 it's 236 00:08:12,000 --> 00:08:14,000 out this world, but 237 00:08:14,000 --> 00:08:16,000 there are so many pieces 238 00:08:16,000 --> 00:08:18,000 that I needed to be able to 239 00:08:18,000 --> 00:08:20,000 get it to this point 240 00:08:20,000 --> 00:08:22,000 it took a lot of 241 00:08:22,000 --> 00:08:24,000 brain work, it took a lot of test 242 00:08:24,000 --> 00:08:26,000 trials, like I 243 00:08:26,000 --> 00:08:28,000 get up and just like work on this like 244 00:08:28,000 --> 00:08:30,000 for two hours 245 00:08:30,000 --> 00:08:32,000 three hours, and it 246 00:08:32,000 --> 00:08:34,000 ain't even the case of like I was doing something that was like 247 00:08:34,000 --> 00:08:36,000 effective but I was just touching 248 00:08:36,000 --> 00:08:38,000 it, recording stuff 249 00:08:38,000 --> 00:08:40,000 building on to it, to find ways 250 00:08:40,000 --> 00:08:42,000 that I could say I'm going to use this thing 251 00:08:42,000 --> 00:08:44,000 to the best of my ability 252 00:08:44,000 --> 00:08:46,000 same thing as I feel like with some of us 253 00:08:46,000 --> 00:08:48,000 even with it, even it could be 254 00:08:48,000 --> 00:08:50,000 a relationship. I'm about to get right 255 00:08:50,000 --> 00:08:52,000 into that man, how you 256 00:08:52,000 --> 00:08:54,000 like how you 257 00:08:54,000 --> 00:08:56,000 how you learn the equipment, why don't 258 00:08:56,000 --> 00:08:58,000 you learn your spouse, you learn your partner 259 00:08:58,000 --> 00:09:00,000 go ahead, talk about it, you know what I'm saying 260 00:09:00,000 --> 00:09:02,000 instead of us wanting 261 00:09:02,000 --> 00:09:04,000 to throw a relationship away 262 00:09:04,000 --> 00:09:06,000 throw a person away 263 00:09:06,000 --> 00:09:08,000 why won't we try to study them 264 00:09:08,000 --> 00:09:10,000 learn them 265 00:09:10,000 --> 00:09:12,000 and operate it the right way 266 00:09:14,000 --> 00:09:16,000 you know what I'm saying, learn them 267 00:09:16,000 --> 00:09:18,000 you know 268 00:09:18,000 --> 00:09:20,000 learn them, fix it 269 00:09:20,000 --> 00:09:22,000 work with it, adjust it 270 00:09:22,000 --> 00:09:24,000 tune it, it might just need a little tune up 271 00:09:24,000 --> 00:09:26,000 but once you get that thing working 272 00:09:26,000 --> 00:09:28,000 boom 273 00:09:28,000 --> 00:09:30,000 you know what I'm saying, so yeah 274 00:09:30,000 --> 00:09:32,000 I put this with people 275 00:09:32,000 --> 00:09:34,000 I put this with people 276 00:09:34,000 --> 00:09:36,000 yeah, that's what we need, and patience 277 00:09:36,000 --> 00:09:38,000 be patient 278 00:09:38,000 --> 00:09:40,000 I like this, I want to say this 279 00:09:40,000 --> 00:09:42,000 patience 280 00:09:42,000 --> 00:09:44,000 we've talked about the whole 281 00:09:44,000 --> 00:09:46,000 situation of you know 282 00:09:46,000 --> 00:09:48,000 educating, making ourselves 283 00:09:48,000 --> 00:09:50,000 a whole 284 00:09:50,000 --> 00:09:52,000 light on another level 285 00:09:52,000 --> 00:09:54,000 and it's not like 286 00:09:56,000 --> 00:09:58,000 as a relationship 287 00:09:58,000 --> 00:10:00,000 let me go say this now, now let me talk about the system 288 00:10:00,000 --> 00:10:02,000 the system I was saying you know 289 00:10:02,000 --> 00:10:04,000 you got this system right, and then you 290 00:10:04,000 --> 00:10:06,000 reading about the system and it's like 291 00:10:06,000 --> 00:10:08,000 okay wait a minute 292 00:10:08,000 --> 00:10:10,000 this ain't what I was, you know 293 00:10:10,000 --> 00:10:12,000 this ain't what I thought it was going to be, so like 294 00:10:12,000 --> 00:10:14,000 you just said, so you got this 295 00:10:14,000 --> 00:10:16,000 beautiful individual in front of you 296 00:10:16,000 --> 00:10:18,000 it just, it looks wonderful 297 00:10:18,000 --> 00:10:20,000 it looks great, you know 298 00:10:20,000 --> 00:10:22,000 on paper, you know, on picture, it looks wonderful 299 00:10:22,000 --> 00:10:24,000 then 300 00:10:24,000 --> 00:10:26,000 a year later 301 00:10:26,000 --> 00:10:28,000 that beautiful, wonderful 302 00:10:28,000 --> 00:10:30,000 person just don't look as beautiful anymore 303 00:10:30,000 --> 00:10:32,000 because you read it 304 00:10:32,000 --> 00:10:34,000 now you done read it, it hit you a different 305 00:10:34,000 --> 00:10:36,000 way, don't look the same no more 306 00:10:36,000 --> 00:10:38,000 so what you gonna do? Talk to them 307 00:10:38,000 --> 00:10:40,000 so now 308 00:10:40,000 --> 00:10:42,000 you get to this point 309 00:10:42,000 --> 00:10:44,000 where you're in, and you're like 310 00:10:44,000 --> 00:10:46,000 okay you know what 311 00:10:46,000 --> 00:10:48,000 I didn't think about any 312 00:10:48,000 --> 00:10:50,000 of this because it just looked so 313 00:10:50,000 --> 00:10:52,000 good in the beginning, what do I do now? 314 00:10:52,000 --> 00:10:54,000 you didn't study them, you didn't learn them 315 00:10:54,000 --> 00:10:56,000 so with the system as I said 316 00:10:56,000 --> 00:10:58,000 I read it, and the more I read it 317 00:10:58,000 --> 00:11:00,000 and the more I put time in with 318 00:11:00,000 --> 00:11:02,000 what I read, the better and 319 00:11:02,000 --> 00:11:04,000 better it became, so the same way 320 00:11:04,000 --> 00:11:06,000 in a relationship, it's not perfect 321 00:11:06,000 --> 00:11:08,000 a relationship is not supposed 322 00:11:08,000 --> 00:11:10,000 to be perfect, and I'm gonna be honest 323 00:11:10,000 --> 00:11:12,000 too, anything, if it's a job 324 00:11:12,000 --> 00:11:14,000 whether if you're playing basketball 325 00:11:14,000 --> 00:11:16,000 whether if you're a football player, whether if you're 326 00:11:16,000 --> 00:11:18,000 a baseball player 327 00:11:18,000 --> 00:11:20,000 whatever profession you're doing, whether if you're a light 328 00:11:20,000 --> 00:11:22,000 guy, whether if you're a microphone guy 329 00:11:22,000 --> 00:11:24,000 whether if, I mean, what are you working 330 00:11:24,000 --> 00:11:26,000 a 9 to 5, working on them 331 00:11:26,000 --> 00:11:28,000 on them a seat, pick your job, pick your 332 00:11:28,000 --> 00:11:30,000 forklift, driver, or 333 00:11:30,000 --> 00:11:32,000 whatever it is, a lawn mower 334 00:11:32,000 --> 00:11:34,000 you're gonna have to learn it, and you're gonna have to learn how to operate it 335 00:11:34,000 --> 00:11:36,000 biggest thing you can do 336 00:11:36,000 --> 00:11:38,000 is take the time 337 00:11:38,000 --> 00:11:40,000 read it, or whatever 338 00:11:40,000 --> 00:11:42,000 it is, put 339 00:11:42,000 --> 00:11:44,000 your hands on it, hands on 340 00:11:44,000 --> 00:11:46,000 put your hands on it, same thing 341 00:11:46,000 --> 00:11:48,000 put your hands on these things 342 00:11:48,000 --> 00:11:50,000 and 343 00:11:50,000 --> 00:11:52,000 it's not saying you gotta love it 344 00:11:52,000 --> 00:11:54,000 learn it 345 00:11:54,000 --> 00:11:56,000 learn it, learn 346 00:11:56,000 --> 00:11:58,000 it, I mean 347 00:11:58,000 --> 00:12:00,000 what more can you do 348 00:12:00,000 --> 00:12:02,000 to set yourself up to be in a better position 349 00:12:02,000 --> 00:12:04,000 and learn something 350 00:12:04,000 --> 00:12:06,000 see, the scariest thing that I feel 351 00:12:06,000 --> 00:12:08,000 what I feel 352 00:12:08,000 --> 00:12:10,000 terrified by is when I get to a point 353 00:12:10,000 --> 00:12:12,000 where I'm not learning something anymore 354 00:12:12,000 --> 00:12:14,000 that takes me 355 00:12:14,000 --> 00:12:16,000 that, relationships 356 00:12:16,000 --> 00:12:18,000 that's gonna take you a long way 357 00:12:18,000 --> 00:12:20,000 in a relationship 358 00:12:20,000 --> 00:12:22,000 your personal 359 00:12:22,000 --> 00:12:24,000 your personal life, just check this out 360 00:12:24,000 --> 00:12:26,000 you learn a lot about yourself 361 00:12:26,000 --> 00:12:28,000 I'll give you a good example, you're learning something from yourself 362 00:12:28,000 --> 00:12:30,000 right? 363 00:12:30,000 --> 00:12:32,000 some people get to a point where 364 00:12:32,000 --> 00:12:34,000 they don't know how bad off on something 365 00:12:34,000 --> 00:12:36,000 they are until it hits them 366 00:12:36,000 --> 00:12:38,000 meaning 367 00:12:38,000 --> 00:12:40,000 let me make an example 368 00:12:40,000 --> 00:12:42,000 so 369 00:12:42,000 --> 00:12:44,000 just say you're 370 00:12:44,000 --> 00:12:46,000 one of those type people 371 00:12:46,000 --> 00:12:48,000 that are not so savvy with money 372 00:12:48,000 --> 00:12:50,000 right? 373 00:12:50,000 --> 00:12:52,000 say you get a check, right? 374 00:12:52,000 --> 00:12:54,000 when you get paid 375 00:12:54,000 --> 00:12:56,000 you spend 376 00:12:56,000 --> 00:12:58,000 your whole entire check and not think about 377 00:12:58,000 --> 00:13:00,000 budgeting one dollar out of it, right? 378 00:13:00,000 --> 00:13:02,000 eventually 379 00:13:02,000 --> 00:13:04,000 your mentality is 380 00:13:04,000 --> 00:13:06,000 going to tell you, you know what 381 00:13:06,000 --> 00:13:08,000 I might need to save some money 382 00:13:08,000 --> 00:13:10,000 why? 383 00:13:10,000 --> 00:13:12,000 because of the situation 384 00:13:12,000 --> 00:13:14,000 what are you doing with the check? 385 00:13:14,000 --> 00:13:16,000 as soon as I get a check, I'm gonna go 386 00:13:16,000 --> 00:13:18,000 to the look store 387 00:13:18,000 --> 00:13:20,000 I'm gonna go to the grocery store 388 00:13:20,000 --> 00:13:22,000 I'm gonna go 389 00:13:22,000 --> 00:13:24,000 to the outfit for this weekend 390 00:13:24,000 --> 00:13:26,000 some shoes for this weekend 391 00:13:26,000 --> 00:13:28,000 you ain't thought about your bills 392 00:13:28,000 --> 00:13:30,000 you ain't thought about your 393 00:13:30,000 --> 00:13:32,000 I hate to say this, that's why I think 394 00:13:32,000 --> 00:13:34,000 prison works in a lot of cases 395 00:13:34,000 --> 00:13:36,000 because in prison you ain't got nothing to do 396 00:13:36,000 --> 00:13:38,000 but guess what? 397 00:13:38,000 --> 00:13:40,000 learn yourself 398 00:13:40,000 --> 00:13:42,000 you ain't got nothing to do but learn yourself 399 00:13:42,000 --> 00:13:44,000 like you just said, learn yourself 400 00:13:44,000 --> 00:13:46,000 you gonna learn yourself 401 00:13:46,000 --> 00:13:48,000 you gonna learn your flaws 402 00:13:48,000 --> 00:13:50,000 you gonna learn what you like, what you don't like 403 00:13:50,000 --> 00:13:52,000 because it's nothing to do, that's all you got time to do 404 00:13:52,000 --> 00:13:54,000 so I'm not pushing 405 00:13:54,000 --> 00:13:56,000 prison but I'm pushing 406 00:13:56,000 --> 00:13:58,000 prison type 407 00:13:58,000 --> 00:14:00,000 type lifestyles that I think 408 00:14:00,000 --> 00:14:02,000 will help, you know what I'm saying? something that'll make people 409 00:14:02,000 --> 00:14:04,000 have to sit and learn 410 00:14:04,000 --> 00:14:06,000 like lock them in a room 411 00:14:06,000 --> 00:14:08,000 you learn yourself 412 00:14:08,000 --> 00:14:10,000 because that's another thing too, cause 413 00:14:10,000 --> 00:14:12,000 a lot of us don't know ourselves 414 00:14:12,000 --> 00:14:14,000 how can we try to fix something 415 00:14:14,000 --> 00:14:16,000 and help somebody else if we don't 416 00:14:16,000 --> 00:14:18,000 can't fix and help ourselves 417 00:14:18,000 --> 00:14:20,000 that's what I'm saying, so 418 00:14:20,000 --> 00:14:22,000 that's another thing man, learn yourself 419 00:14:22,000 --> 00:14:24,000 learn your flaws, learn your good points 420 00:14:24,000 --> 00:14:26,000 your bad points, what you can work on 421 00:14:26,000 --> 00:14:28,000 you know what I'm saying 422 00:14:28,000 --> 00:14:30,000 then you'll be able to handle everybody else's flaws 423 00:14:30,000 --> 00:14:32,000 and that's the 424 00:14:32,000 --> 00:14:34,000 success part right there 425 00:14:34,000 --> 00:14:36,000 so just like with that 426 00:14:36,000 --> 00:14:38,000 to add on to that, just like I said 427 00:14:38,000 --> 00:14:40,000 I took this system 428 00:14:40,000 --> 00:14:42,000 and 429 00:14:42,000 --> 00:14:44,000 I dealt with it 430 00:14:44,000 --> 00:14:46,000 I figured it out, I understood it 431 00:14:46,000 --> 00:14:48,000 and honestly it makes you 432 00:14:48,000 --> 00:14:50,000 it's gratifying 433 00:14:50,000 --> 00:14:52,000 to be able to get to a point 434 00:14:52,000 --> 00:14:54,000 where you're in tune 435 00:14:54,000 --> 00:14:56,000 with something 436 00:14:56,000 --> 00:14:58,000 in tune, you know 437 00:14:58,000 --> 00:15:00,000 whatever, if it's the job 438 00:15:00,000 --> 00:15:02,000 if you're on the forklift, you know 439 00:15:02,000 --> 00:15:04,000 you work on the forklift, you become 440 00:15:04,000 --> 00:15:06,000 you get on it every single day, you ride around 441 00:15:06,000 --> 00:15:08,000 on it every single day, you pickin' up stuff with it 442 00:15:08,000 --> 00:15:10,000 every single day, eventually it's gonna become such an easy 443 00:15:10,000 --> 00:15:12,000 thing for you to do 444 00:15:12,000 --> 00:15:14,000 same thing with your life 445 00:15:14,000 --> 00:15:16,000 same thing with your relationships 446 00:15:16,000 --> 00:15:18,000 same thing, like 447 00:15:18,000 --> 00:15:20,000 if the mentality 448 00:15:20,000 --> 00:15:22,000 you have is to 449 00:15:22,000 --> 00:15:24,000 conquer something and to be 450 00:15:24,000 --> 00:15:26,000 do it at the best 451 00:15:26,000 --> 00:15:28,000 and the highest level, you'll get there 452 00:15:28,000 --> 00:15:30,000 can I say something else? 453 00:15:30,000 --> 00:15:32,000 consistency 454 00:15:32,000 --> 00:15:34,000 another one, you gotta 455 00:15:34,000 --> 00:15:36,000 be consistent, we started out by saying 456 00:15:36,000 --> 00:15:38,000 you stay consistent at what 457 00:15:38,000 --> 00:15:40,000 you do, you know what I'm saying 458 00:15:40,000 --> 00:15:42,000 your studying ways, your habits 459 00:15:42,000 --> 00:15:44,000 your good habits, stay consistent with it 460 00:15:44,000 --> 00:15:46,000 that 461 00:15:46,000 --> 00:15:48,000 that takes 462 00:15:48,000 --> 00:15:50,000 that part 463 00:15:50,000 --> 00:15:52,000 what you say, never 464 00:15:52,000 --> 00:15:54,000 wanting to not learn 465 00:15:54,000 --> 00:15:56,000 wanting to learn more and more every day 466 00:15:56,000 --> 00:15:58,000 that's part of being consistent, you know what I'm saying 467 00:15:58,000 --> 00:16:00,000 wanting to learn something new 468 00:16:00,000 --> 00:16:02,000 not being comfortable with what you know, but wanting to get 469 00:16:02,000 --> 00:16:04,000 even better 470 00:16:04,000 --> 00:16:06,000 or achieve even greater heights, you know what I'm saying 471 00:16:06,000 --> 00:16:08,000 and that's what 472 00:16:08,000 --> 00:16:10,000 that keeps the mind fresh, you know what I'm saying 473 00:16:10,000 --> 00:16:12,000 that keeps the body going 474 00:16:12,000 --> 00:16:14,000 like that, you're just hungry 475 00:16:14,000 --> 00:16:16,000 for more 476 00:16:16,000 --> 00:16:18,000 that consistency 477 00:16:18,000 --> 00:16:20,000 takes a lot of 478 00:16:20,000 --> 00:16:22,000 discipline 479 00:16:22,000 --> 00:16:24,000 I think that's like 480 00:16:24,000 --> 00:16:26,000 one thing that I've really 481 00:16:26,000 --> 00:16:28,000 propelled myself 482 00:16:28,000 --> 00:16:30,000 into, especially the past 483 00:16:30,000 --> 00:16:32,000 two years, is just to be 484 00:16:32,000 --> 00:16:34,000 consistent 485 00:16:34,000 --> 00:16:36,000 it's not easy either, but we not seeing it 486 00:16:36,000 --> 00:16:38,000 it's not a thing 487 00:16:38,000 --> 00:16:40,000 you have to get to a point where you're just 488 00:16:40,000 --> 00:16:42,000 doing it, if you can get to a point where 489 00:16:42,000 --> 00:16:44,000 you're just doing it, even if you mess 490 00:16:44,000 --> 00:16:46,000 up, even if it takes time 491 00:16:46,000 --> 00:16:48,000 even if you got a start over on 492 00:16:48,000 --> 00:16:50,000 something, don't beat yourself up 493 00:16:50,000 --> 00:16:52,000 just be consistent 494 00:16:52,000 --> 00:16:54,000 once the consistency comes, you ain't gonna 495 00:16:54,000 --> 00:16:56,000 even think about the mess ups 496 00:16:56,000 --> 00:16:58,000 if you mess up, if you drop it 497 00:16:58,000 --> 00:17:00,000 like a football player, if he fumbles 498 00:17:00,000 --> 00:17:02,000 the ball, guess what 499 00:17:02,000 --> 00:17:04,000 that's just that one time 500 00:17:04,000 --> 00:17:06,000 most of my blessings came 501 00:17:06,000 --> 00:17:08,000 from misfortunes 502 00:17:08,000 --> 00:17:10,000 most of my blessings came 503 00:17:10,000 --> 00:17:12,000 from things not 504 00:17:12,000 --> 00:17:14,000 turning out the right way 505 00:17:14,000 --> 00:17:16,000 me learning from that, and then it turning 506 00:17:16,000 --> 00:17:18,000 into gold 507 00:17:18,000 --> 00:17:20,000 every no 508 00:17:20,000 --> 00:17:22,000 sometimes a no 509 00:17:22,000 --> 00:17:24,000 is a yes that you gonna need in the future 510 00:17:24,000 --> 00:17:26,000 that no is gonna be a yes 511 00:17:26,000 --> 00:17:28,000 that you might need in the future 512 00:17:28,000 --> 00:17:30,000 so 513 00:17:30,000 --> 00:17:32,000 the underdog story 514 00:17:32,000 --> 00:17:34,000 you take them trials and tribulations 515 00:17:34,000 --> 00:17:36,000 make them, make it gold 516 00:17:36,000 --> 00:17:38,000 your winning season 517 00:17:38,000 --> 00:17:40,000 learn from it 518 00:17:40,000 --> 00:17:42,000 I had 519 00:17:42,000 --> 00:17:44,000 a 520 00:17:44,000 --> 00:17:46,000 close friend that 521 00:17:46,000 --> 00:17:48,000 that's one thing I learned from 522 00:17:48,000 --> 00:17:50,000 him 523 00:17:50,000 --> 00:17:52,000 especially about being consistent 524 00:17:52,000 --> 00:17:54,000 if you're not 525 00:17:54,000 --> 00:17:56,000 and this is the case 526 00:17:56,000 --> 00:17:58,000 tying yourself in with folk 527 00:17:58,000 --> 00:18:00,000 that's consistent too 528 00:18:00,000 --> 00:18:02,000 really helps, because if you see somebody 529 00:18:02,000 --> 00:18:04,000 be consistent 530 00:18:04,000 --> 00:18:06,000 you're eventually going to pick up 531 00:18:06,000 --> 00:18:08,000 on those 532 00:18:08,000 --> 00:18:10,000 those same habits 533 00:18:10,000 --> 00:18:12,000 a good habit is consistency 534 00:18:12,000 --> 00:18:14,000 that is not a bad thing 535 00:18:14,000 --> 00:18:16,000 a good habit is consistency 536 00:18:16,000 --> 00:18:18,000 if you can get yourself to a point 537 00:18:18,000 --> 00:18:20,000 every single day 538 00:18:20,000 --> 00:18:22,000 wake up, do the same 539 00:18:22,000 --> 00:18:24,000 exact thing 540 00:18:24,000 --> 00:18:26,000 do the same exact thing 541 00:18:26,000 --> 00:18:28,000 clearly to the point where 542 00:18:28,000 --> 00:18:30,000 you're like, okay you know what 543 00:18:30,000 --> 00:18:32,000 I can just wake up 544 00:18:32,000 --> 00:18:34,000 and it just goes 545 00:18:34,000 --> 00:18:36,000 it just happens 546 00:18:36,000 --> 00:18:38,000 nobody's perfect though 547 00:18:38,000 --> 00:18:40,000 but again, you get up 548 00:18:40,000 --> 00:18:42,000 you got your routine, you go get your coffee 549 00:18:42,000 --> 00:18:44,000 take a shower, whatever it is 550 00:18:44,000 --> 00:18:46,000 take a shower, get out, get your coffee 551 00:18:46,000 --> 00:18:48,000 go get ready for work, get your coffee 552 00:18:48,000 --> 00:18:50,000 go out the door, you consistently do that 553 00:18:50,000 --> 00:18:52,000 day in, day out 554 00:18:52,000 --> 00:18:54,000 day in, day out, whatever how many hours 555 00:18:54,000 --> 00:18:56,000 you work in a week, you get to the point where you're like 556 00:18:56,000 --> 00:18:58,000 you know what, I've worked this, I'm working 60 hours 557 00:18:58,000 --> 00:19:00,000 I'm working 50 hours, the more consistently 558 00:19:00,000 --> 00:19:02,000 you do that, the more you're 559 00:19:02,000 --> 00:19:04,000 you're locking in 560 00:19:04,000 --> 00:19:06,000 you're just locking yourself into something 561 00:19:06,000 --> 00:19:08,000 there's nothing wrong with that 562 00:19:08,000 --> 00:19:10,000 you have to work 563 00:19:10,000 --> 00:19:12,000 you have to work 564 00:19:12,000 --> 00:19:14,000 there's nothing wrong with doing the consistency 565 00:19:14,000 --> 00:19:16,000 thing of going to work every single day 566 00:19:16,000 --> 00:19:18,000 because it teaches you discipline 567 00:19:18,000 --> 00:19:20,000 no matter what, because if the case of you going to work 568 00:19:20,000 --> 00:19:22,000 every single day, that means that with everything else you do 569 00:19:22,000 --> 00:19:24,000 you were trying to do or you're going to put effort into that 570 00:19:24,000 --> 00:19:26,000 it's going to be consistent 571 00:19:26,000 --> 00:19:28,000 it's not going to be a thing of 572 00:19:28,000 --> 00:19:30,000 oh, I'm going to just happen every here and there 573 00:19:30,000 --> 00:19:32,000 no, you do it every single day 574 00:19:32,000 --> 00:19:34,000 it's going to happen 575 00:19:34,000 --> 00:19:36,000 eventually your mindset is going to be 576 00:19:36,000 --> 00:19:38,000 oh, I didn't do this today 577 00:19:38,000 --> 00:19:40,000 and that's a good thing 578 00:19:40,000 --> 00:19:42,000 because that means you're consistent 579 00:19:42,000 --> 00:19:44,000 your brain has been trained to do things 580 00:19:44,000 --> 00:19:46,000 not only as in 581 00:19:46,000 --> 00:19:48,000 a short term, but all the time 582 00:19:48,000 --> 00:19:50,000 day in, day out 583 00:19:50,000 --> 00:19:52,000 so again, like I was saying though, back to the system 584 00:19:52,000 --> 00:19:54,000 you know, I said 585 00:19:54,000 --> 00:19:56,000 to feel that completion 586 00:19:58,000 --> 00:20:00,000 there's a variety 587 00:20:00,000 --> 00:20:02,000 you can go many ways with this topic 588 00:20:02,000 --> 00:20:04,000 yeah 589 00:20:04,000 --> 00:20:06,000 your mindset 590 00:20:06,000 --> 00:20:08,000 if your mind 591 00:20:08,000 --> 00:20:10,000 and I just think about if my mindset was messed up 592 00:20:10,000 --> 00:20:12,000 from the jump 593 00:20:12,000 --> 00:20:14,000 that first time that it went bad 594 00:20:16,000 --> 00:20:18,000 and I remember myself 595 00:20:18,000 --> 00:20:20,000 saying to myself, you know, like 596 00:20:20,000 --> 00:20:22,000 oh well, it happened 597 00:20:22,000 --> 00:20:24,000 and 598 00:20:24,000 --> 00:20:26,000 not the wine, I know 599 00:20:26,000 --> 00:20:28,000 the mindset has always been figured out 600 00:20:28,000 --> 00:20:30,000 so even at the same time 601 00:20:30,000 --> 00:20:32,000 I lost the computer as well 602 00:20:32,000 --> 00:20:34,000 around that time frame 603 00:20:34,000 --> 00:20:36,000 so a lot of stuff was hitting me out of nowhere 604 00:20:36,000 --> 00:20:38,000 so I was really at that point where I was like 605 00:20:38,000 --> 00:20:40,000 okay, here's that standstill 606 00:20:40,000 --> 00:20:42,000 here I'm sitting still trying to figure out how to keep going 607 00:20:42,000 --> 00:20:44,000 how to keep this moving 608 00:20:44,000 --> 00:20:46,000 without stopping 609 00:20:46,000 --> 00:20:48,000 but again, sometimes you do have 610 00:20:48,000 --> 00:20:50,000 that moment where you really have to slow down 611 00:20:50,000 --> 00:20:52,000 and stop just to get it all back together 612 00:20:52,000 --> 00:20:54,000 which is a good thing too because when the computer 613 00:20:54,000 --> 00:20:56,000 was going it kind of gave me that balance 614 00:20:56,000 --> 00:20:58,000 to say okay, you know what 615 00:20:58,000 --> 00:21:00,000 I'm gonna clear my head 616 00:21:00,000 --> 00:21:02,000 but you know what though, you never showed it, that's another thing 617 00:21:02,000 --> 00:21:04,000 you never showed it 618 00:21:04,000 --> 00:21:06,000 you would have never known 619 00:21:06,000 --> 00:21:08,000 and that's like the energy 620 00:21:08,000 --> 00:21:10,000 as a leader too 621 00:21:10,000 --> 00:21:12,000 you showed good leader skills 622 00:21:12,000 --> 00:21:14,000 because you could have showed it to me 623 00:21:14,000 --> 00:21:16,000 like bro, we fried 624 00:21:16,000 --> 00:21:18,000 we done 625 00:21:18,000 --> 00:21:20,000 but you didn't even tell me 626 00:21:20,000 --> 00:21:22,000 you was going through this 627 00:21:22,000 --> 00:21:24,000 none of that, I just 628 00:21:24,000 --> 00:21:26,000 found it out this 629 00:21:26,000 --> 00:21:28,000 you know what I'm saying 630 00:21:28,000 --> 00:21:30,000 it always 631 00:21:30,000 --> 00:21:32,000 that always is a thing 632 00:21:32,000 --> 00:21:34,000 that's why I said, being consistent 633 00:21:34,000 --> 00:21:36,000 if it's consistency 634 00:21:36,000 --> 00:21:38,000 you know 635 00:21:38,000 --> 00:21:40,000 thank god for my parents 636 00:21:40,000 --> 00:21:42,000 because they always saw a vision 637 00:21:42,000 --> 00:21:44,000 having a vision 638 00:21:44,000 --> 00:21:46,000 is not like the case of saying 639 00:21:46,000 --> 00:21:48,000 my vision is my vision but I always had a vision 640 00:21:48,000 --> 00:21:50,000 so if it's the case 641 00:21:50,000 --> 00:21:52,000 to have people 642 00:21:52,000 --> 00:21:54,000 that's always there to consistently push you 643 00:21:54,000 --> 00:21:56,000 you know 644 00:21:56,000 --> 00:21:58,000 having a spouse that's consistently pushing you 645 00:21:58,000 --> 00:22:00,000 that's important too 646 00:22:00,000 --> 00:22:02,000 you know, extra, extra 647 00:22:02,000 --> 00:22:04,000 shout out wifey, consistently pushing 648 00:22:04,000 --> 00:22:06,000 shout out 649 00:22:06,000 --> 00:22:08,000 the fam 650 00:22:08,000 --> 00:22:10,000 those that look out for me 651 00:22:10,000 --> 00:22:12,000 not even saying in the case of saying it's just financial 652 00:22:12,000 --> 00:22:14,000 this is talking about just like talks 653 00:22:14,000 --> 00:22:16,000 words that y'all say 654 00:22:16,000 --> 00:22:18,000 whether you just sent me something like 655 00:22:18,000 --> 00:22:20,000 yo keep going, keep going 656 00:22:20,000 --> 00:22:22,000 don't give up, don't slow up 657 00:22:22,000 --> 00:22:24,000 that's big, that's bigger than money 658 00:22:24,000 --> 00:22:26,000 that part is 659 00:22:26,000 --> 00:22:28,000 that shows you care 660 00:22:28,000 --> 00:22:30,000 positive energy 661 00:22:30,000 --> 00:22:32,000 is one of the biggest paybacks 662 00:22:32,000 --> 00:22:34,000 that you can give a person 663 00:22:34,000 --> 00:22:36,000 positive energy 664 00:22:36,000 --> 00:22:38,000 I ain't talking about oh I'm mad 665 00:22:38,000 --> 00:22:40,000 I'm in my 666 00:22:40,000 --> 00:22:42,000 feelings cause I'm just 667 00:22:42,000 --> 00:22:44,000 in my feelings 668 00:22:44,000 --> 00:22:46,000 you show somebody that they ain't gonna give you 669 00:22:46,000 --> 00:22:48,000 they don't wanna give you nothing 670 00:22:48,000 --> 00:22:50,000 think about somebody you admire just telling you 671 00:22:50,000 --> 00:22:52,000 keep going, I see 672 00:22:52,000 --> 00:22:54,000 how much that could change somebody 673 00:22:54,000 --> 00:22:56,000 than just giving them money, that means a lot 674 00:22:56,000 --> 00:22:58,000 I mean somebody told me that I admire 675 00:22:58,000 --> 00:23:00,000 and gave me that advice 676 00:23:00,000 --> 00:23:02,000 that will push me 677 00:23:02,000 --> 00:23:04,000 like oh man I'm doing something good 678 00:23:04,000 --> 00:23:06,000 I got their attention, like they're looking 679 00:23:06,000 --> 00:23:08,000 like wow 680 00:23:08,000 --> 00:23:10,000 it makes you feel elated 681 00:23:10,000 --> 00:23:12,000 it makes you feel it 682 00:23:12,000 --> 00:23:14,000 I don't take 683 00:23:14,000 --> 00:23:16,000 I've always taken the bad 684 00:23:16,000 --> 00:23:18,000 times and really just rolled them up 685 00:23:18,000 --> 00:23:20,000 and said you know what 686 00:23:20,000 --> 00:23:22,000 if I have 687 00:23:22,000 --> 00:23:24,000 to prove something to somebody 688 00:23:24,000 --> 00:23:26,000 I'm gonna prove that I can be a very positive 689 00:23:26,000 --> 00:23:28,000 person, just because the fact 690 00:23:28,000 --> 00:23:30,000 of, cause you can 691 00:23:30,000 --> 00:23:32,000 somebody's negatives can really sweep 692 00:23:32,000 --> 00:23:34,000 you in quickly if you allow it 693 00:23:34,000 --> 00:23:36,000 and I had an incident 694 00:23:36,000 --> 00:23:38,000 I mean you right and I 695 00:23:38,000 --> 00:23:40,000 forgive myself and I hope 696 00:23:40,000 --> 00:23:42,000 God forgives me 697 00:23:42,000 --> 00:23:44,000 we get in that moment 698 00:23:44,000 --> 00:23:46,000 since we talked to other people 699 00:23:46,000 --> 00:23:48,000 and pointed out their stuff 700 00:23:48,000 --> 00:23:50,000 I was in the room this week, I let something 701 00:23:50,000 --> 00:23:52,000 get to me and that was it 702 00:23:52,000 --> 00:23:54,000 I asked for forgiveness and he's 703 00:23:54,000 --> 00:23:56,000 right, you can let something 704 00:23:56,000 --> 00:23:58,000 cause it always comes at you 705 00:23:58,000 --> 00:24:00,000 when you're changing, when you're trying to do better 706 00:24:00,000 --> 00:24:02,000 when you're trying to mature 707 00:24:02,000 --> 00:24:04,000 like you said 708 00:24:04,000 --> 00:24:06,000 everything just start falling out 709 00:24:06,000 --> 00:24:08,000 like I'm on the rise 710 00:24:08,000 --> 00:24:10,000 and things looking good, them trials are gonna come 711 00:24:10,000 --> 00:24:12,000 the devil come in 712 00:24:12,000 --> 00:24:14,000 sweep you, sweep 713 00:24:14,000 --> 00:24:16,000 black tail right off your feet 714 00:24:16,000 --> 00:24:18,000 you just came from being there 715 00:24:18,000 --> 00:24:20,000 and you're going somewhere up 716 00:24:20,000 --> 00:24:22,000 and now the devil trying to bring you back down 717 00:24:22,000 --> 00:24:24,000 it's easy 718 00:24:24,000 --> 00:24:26,000 but being consistent 719 00:24:26,000 --> 00:24:28,000 you always gonna find yourself back on track 720 00:24:28,000 --> 00:24:30,000 if you're not 721 00:24:30,000 --> 00:24:32,000 consistent when these storms come 722 00:24:32,000 --> 00:24:34,000 it might take you back 723 00:24:34,000 --> 00:24:36,000 you might fall this time, you might fail 724 00:24:36,000 --> 00:24:38,000 you might not make it out this time 725 00:24:38,000 --> 00:24:40,000 but when you're consistent 726 00:24:40,000 --> 00:24:42,000 your mind's gonna tell you, oh I did that 727 00:24:42,000 --> 00:24:44,000 but nah that ain't what I'm on 728 00:24:44,000 --> 00:24:46,000 I'ma go on your level right quick 729 00:24:46,000 --> 00:24:48,000 but then tomorrow I'll be up here 730 00:24:48,000 --> 00:24:50,000 I said what I had to say, I'ma leave it alone 731 00:24:50,000 --> 00:24:52,000 that's a 732 00:24:52,000 --> 00:24:54,000 that's a rule that some people should put 733 00:24:54,000 --> 00:24:56,000 for themselves 734 00:24:56,000 --> 00:24:58,000 taking that 735 00:24:58,000 --> 00:25:00,000 taking a higher road 736 00:25:00,000 --> 00:25:02,000 than your situation is 737 00:25:02,000 --> 00:25:04,000 your situation is gonna be so short 738 00:25:04,000 --> 00:25:06,000 only if you want it to be short 739 00:25:06,000 --> 00:25:08,000 if you want your situation to be long 740 00:25:08,000 --> 00:25:10,000 it's gonna be long 741 00:25:10,000 --> 00:25:12,000 but sometimes you have to prove 742 00:25:12,000 --> 00:25:14,000 just let a person know 743 00:25:14,000 --> 00:25:16,000 and just let it be 744 00:25:16,000 --> 00:25:18,000 but if you let it bother you after that 745 00:25:18,000 --> 00:25:20,000 then it's a problem 746 00:25:20,000 --> 00:25:22,000 sometimes you just 747 00:25:22,000 --> 00:25:24,000 you can be quiet, you can be humble 748 00:25:24,000 --> 00:25:26,000 but it comes to that point in life 749 00:25:26,000 --> 00:25:28,000 and you know, Dwayne I told you this 750 00:25:28,000 --> 00:25:30,000 you too nice sometimes 751 00:25:30,000 --> 00:25:32,000 you just gonna have to let a person know 752 00:25:32,000 --> 00:25:34,000 and I know 753 00:25:34,000 --> 00:25:36,000 and I know it's just in you 754 00:25:36,000 --> 00:25:38,000 and it's not gonna make somebody 755 00:25:38,000 --> 00:25:40,000 view you differently like I'm not gonna look at 756 00:25:40,000 --> 00:25:42,000 Dwayne as like a bad person 757 00:25:42,000 --> 00:25:44,000 because I look at how much you 758 00:25:44,000 --> 00:25:46,000 deal with too, with people 759 00:25:46,000 --> 00:25:48,000 in a disrespect 760 00:25:48,000 --> 00:25:50,000 so you can't get mad at him 761 00:25:50,000 --> 00:25:52,000 for just like okay enough is enough 762 00:25:52,000 --> 00:25:54,000 I just gotta let these people know 763 00:25:54,000 --> 00:25:56,000 who Dwayne Barrino is 764 00:25:56,000 --> 00:25:58,000 and then after that I'm done with it 765 00:25:58,000 --> 00:26:00,000 don't talk about it, don't 766 00:26:00,000 --> 00:26:02,000 I'm not talking about it, you know what I'm saying 767 00:26:02,000 --> 00:26:04,000 I respect that 768 00:26:04,000 --> 00:26:06,000 the sad part is 769 00:26:06,000 --> 00:26:08,000 too though 770 00:26:08,000 --> 00:26:10,000 like I said 771 00:26:10,000 --> 00:26:12,000 some people 772 00:26:12,000 --> 00:26:14,000 just looking to get that bad energy 773 00:26:14,000 --> 00:26:16,000 out of you 774 00:26:16,000 --> 00:26:18,000 and my thing is 775 00:26:18,000 --> 00:26:20,000 if somebody can get bad energy out of you 776 00:26:20,000 --> 00:26:22,000 that means they got some kind of handle on you 777 00:26:22,000 --> 00:26:24,000 and I hate that 778 00:26:24,000 --> 00:26:26,000 I hate it 779 00:26:26,000 --> 00:26:28,000 my thing is 780 00:26:28,000 --> 00:26:30,000 positivity can also 781 00:26:30,000 --> 00:26:32,000 irritate somebody that's really negative 782 00:26:32,000 --> 00:26:34,000 positivity 783 00:26:34,000 --> 00:26:36,000 can irritate 784 00:26:36,000 --> 00:26:38,000 somebody that's very negative 785 00:26:38,000 --> 00:26:40,000 like my parents used to say you gotta love the hell out of them 786 00:26:40,000 --> 00:26:42,000 you gotta love the actual real hell out of them 787 00:26:42,000 --> 00:26:44,000 what is it gonna do 788 00:26:44,000 --> 00:26:46,000 what is it gonna change for me to get mad 789 00:26:46,000 --> 00:26:48,000 so we both sitting here yelling at each other 790 00:26:48,000 --> 00:26:50,000 we ain't gonna get no points across either way 791 00:26:50,000 --> 00:26:52,000 and that's why I said 792 00:26:52,000 --> 00:26:54,000 somebody willing to go 793 00:26:54,000 --> 00:26:56,000 back and forth with you 794 00:26:56,000 --> 00:26:58,000 it's a beautiful thing, don't get me wrong 795 00:26:58,000 --> 00:27:00,000 it's a beautiful thing but it's also an ugly thing 796 00:27:00,000 --> 00:27:02,000 because going back and forth 797 00:27:02,000 --> 00:27:04,000 in the right mentality 798 00:27:04,000 --> 00:27:06,000 is good but going back and forth in the wrong mentality 799 00:27:06,000 --> 00:27:08,000 you ain't gonna get no left 800 00:27:08,000 --> 00:27:10,000 and that's why I always try to be the one that 801 00:27:10,000 --> 00:27:12,000 and I feel what you're saying 802 00:27:12,000 --> 00:27:14,000 is I'm a peaceful person 803 00:27:14,000 --> 00:27:16,000 but I've come from 804 00:27:16,000 --> 00:27:18,000 a situation of being a rowdy 805 00:27:18,000 --> 00:27:20,000 guy 806 00:27:20,000 --> 00:27:22,000 and getting upset over the littlest things 807 00:27:22,000 --> 00:27:24,000 like I used to let the smallest 808 00:27:24,000 --> 00:27:26,000 things get on me 809 00:27:26,000 --> 00:27:28,000 like patience was 810 00:27:28,000 --> 00:27:30,000 wow! 811 00:27:30,000 --> 00:27:32,000 it took me going to a jail cell, getting locked up 812 00:27:32,000 --> 00:27:34,000 this building where we're at right now 813 00:27:34,000 --> 00:27:36,000 before all of this was right here 814 00:27:36,000 --> 00:27:38,000 and this just used to be an empty shell 815 00:27:38,000 --> 00:27:40,000 this spot right here 816 00:27:40,000 --> 00:27:42,000 taught me so much 817 00:27:42,000 --> 00:27:44,000 about being a musician 818 00:27:44,000 --> 00:27:46,000 about being a recording engineer 819 00:27:46,000 --> 00:27:48,000 about being a mixing engineer 820 00:27:48,000 --> 00:27:50,000 and I'm saying this 821 00:27:50,000 --> 00:27:52,000 because the case of 822 00:27:52,000 --> 00:27:54,000 I got mad 823 00:27:54,000 --> 00:27:56,000 I got upset, I got angry 824 00:27:56,000 --> 00:27:58,000 in this same place 825 00:27:58,000 --> 00:28:00,000 in the same building 826 00:28:00,000 --> 00:28:02,000 in the same area 827 00:28:02,000 --> 00:28:04,000 but I worked so hard at what I wanted 828 00:28:04,000 --> 00:28:06,000 and to do better at it 829 00:28:06,000 --> 00:28:08,000 and to get better at it 830 00:28:08,000 --> 00:28:10,000 to see the potential 831 00:28:10,000 --> 00:28:12,000 and to have 832 00:28:12,000 --> 00:28:14,000 like I said, parents that are willing 833 00:28:14,000 --> 00:28:16,000 to take chances 834 00:28:16,000 --> 00:28:18,000 that's a big part of it 835 00:28:18,000 --> 00:28:20,000 this is one thing I want y'all to do too 836 00:28:20,000 --> 00:28:22,000 you know, parents 837 00:28:22,000 --> 00:28:24,000 take those little chances on your 838 00:28:24,000 --> 00:28:26,000 children 839 00:28:26,000 --> 00:28:28,000 that little small 840 00:28:28,000 --> 00:28:30,000 even the small stuff, I said this before 841 00:28:30,000 --> 00:28:32,000 take the chances 842 00:28:32,000 --> 00:28:34,000 on your kids, take the chances on your 843 00:28:34,000 --> 00:28:36,000 family members too, don't forget about your 844 00:28:36,000 --> 00:28:38,000 family members too, because some family members need that help 845 00:28:38,000 --> 00:28:40,000 too, and you see that they have 846 00:28:40,000 --> 00:28:42,000 the potential and ability, friends 847 00:28:42,000 --> 00:28:44,000 too, let me say this 848 00:28:44,000 --> 00:28:46,000 and that goes along with the conversation 849 00:28:46,000 --> 00:28:48,000 about relationships earlier, friends too 850 00:28:48,000 --> 00:28:50,000 check your friends, study your kids 851 00:28:50,000 --> 00:28:52,000 study, learn these 852 00:28:52,000 --> 00:28:54,000 read into what they do 853 00:28:54,000 --> 00:28:56,000 we got into it, study them 854 00:28:56,000 --> 00:28:58,000 learn it, you know what I'm saying 855 00:28:58,000 --> 00:29:00,000 and you know 856 00:29:00,000 --> 00:29:02,000 invest in them, you know 857 00:29:02,000 --> 00:29:04,000 watch them blossom and grow, you know what I'm saying 858 00:29:04,000 --> 00:29:06,000 they only going to be what you 859 00:29:06,000 --> 00:29:08,000 invest in them and put in them 860 00:29:08,000 --> 00:29:10,000 I mean some are, the eyes are making 861 00:29:10,000 --> 00:29:12,000 it without that support 862 00:29:12,000 --> 00:29:14,000 and the investments 863 00:29:14,000 --> 00:29:16,000 are slightly less likely 864 00:29:16,000 --> 00:29:18,000 than having that support 865 00:29:18,000 --> 00:29:20,000 and having that push 866 00:29:20,000 --> 00:29:22,000 you know what I'm saying, so it's good to learn 867 00:29:22,000 --> 00:29:24,000 some kids require more 868 00:29:24,000 --> 00:29:26,000 push, more attention 869 00:29:26,000 --> 00:29:28,000 more people, you know what I'm saying 870 00:29:28,000 --> 00:29:30,000 yeah, that's why 871 00:29:30,000 --> 00:29:32,000 studying, educating 872 00:29:32,000 --> 00:29:34,000 reading, researching 873 00:29:34,000 --> 00:29:36,000 the equipment you have 874 00:29:36,000 --> 00:29:38,000 the people you have in your life 875 00:29:38,000 --> 00:29:40,000 is important, get to know people 876 00:29:40,000 --> 00:29:42,000 and things 877 00:29:42,000 --> 00:29:44,000 now your focus 878 00:29:44,000 --> 00:29:46,000 should be different now 879 00:29:46,000 --> 00:29:48,000 it should, it should 880 00:29:48,000 --> 00:29:50,000 podcast 881 00:29:50,000 --> 00:29:52,000 we just broke it down so nice 882 00:29:52,000 --> 00:29:54,000 I gave you an aspect 883 00:29:54,000 --> 00:29:56,000 to look at, I gave you the ingredients 884 00:29:56,000 --> 00:29:58,000 I gave you the ratios 885 00:29:58,000 --> 00:30:00,000 of what things go on 886 00:30:00,000 --> 00:30:02,000 with 887 00:30:02,000 --> 00:30:04,000 how 888 00:30:04,000 --> 00:30:06,000 realistic life 889 00:30:06,000 --> 00:30:08,000 can sometimes line up with 890 00:30:08,000 --> 00:30:10,000 other things in your life that you're going through 891 00:30:10,000 --> 00:30:12,000 or you know 892 00:30:12,000 --> 00:30:14,000 like I said I just used the situation to totally 893 00:30:14,000 --> 00:30:16,000 something that I needed to learn 894 00:30:16,000 --> 00:30:18,000 a piece of equipment and put that with life 895 00:30:18,000 --> 00:30:20,000 that gave me the mentality 896 00:30:20,000 --> 00:30:22,000 to have this idea of saying 897 00:30:22,000 --> 00:30:24,000 okay, you know what 898 00:30:24,000 --> 00:30:26,000 I have to think a little differently 899 00:30:26,000 --> 00:30:28,000 the older I get, that's one thing I've been trying to do 900 00:30:28,000 --> 00:30:30,000 think differently 901 00:30:30,000 --> 00:30:32,000 use a whole different mindset 902 00:30:32,000 --> 00:30:34,000 than what I used to because one 903 00:30:34,000 --> 00:30:36,000 you can't operate how you did when you 904 00:30:36,000 --> 00:30:38,000 was young, you never want to go back 905 00:30:38,000 --> 00:30:40,000 to doing the stuff that you used to do like you said 906 00:30:40,000 --> 00:30:42,000 you aint not making it out in situations 907 00:30:42,000 --> 00:30:44,000 it's not a thing that you're perfect 908 00:30:44,000 --> 00:30:46,000 it's not a thing that you're perfect 909 00:30:46,000 --> 00:30:48,000 but it's a thing that you're working on yourself 910 00:30:48,000 --> 00:30:50,000 working on yourself is what you want to do 911 00:30:50,000 --> 00:30:52,000 and I use 912 00:30:52,000 --> 00:30:54,000 Kobe as an example 913 00:30:54,000 --> 00:30:56,000 Kobe was athletic when he was young 914 00:30:56,000 --> 00:30:58,000 he studied 915 00:30:58,000 --> 00:31:00,000 he studied the game 916 00:31:00,000 --> 00:31:02,000 and he got more of an isolation play 917 00:31:02,000 --> 00:31:04,000 where he would get creative with his game 918 00:31:04,000 --> 00:31:06,000 because he knew the athleticism was gone 919 00:31:06,000 --> 00:31:08,000 so that's with age 920 00:31:08,000 --> 00:31:10,000 you have to study and learn 921 00:31:10,000 --> 00:31:12,000 different ways I can use 922 00:31:12,000 --> 00:31:14,000 you don't have to use that much energy 923 00:31:14,000 --> 00:31:16,000 make it easy on you 924 00:31:16,000 --> 00:31:18,000 that's why I say 925 00:31:18,000 --> 00:31:20,000 research and man 926 00:31:20,000 --> 00:31:22,000 and my last thing to say is 927 00:31:22,000 --> 00:31:24,000 and I think I'm basically done 928 00:31:24,000 --> 00:31:26,000 don't take 929 00:31:26,000 --> 00:31:28,000 your shortcomings 930 00:31:28,000 --> 00:31:30,000 again, I said this 931 00:31:30,000 --> 00:31:32,000 don't take these shortcomings 932 00:31:32,000 --> 00:31:34,000 and let them run over you 933 00:31:34,000 --> 00:31:36,000 don't let them 934 00:31:36,000 --> 00:31:38,000 we're going to 935 00:31:38,000 --> 00:31:40,000 run into a situation eventually 936 00:31:40,000 --> 00:31:42,000 in time where we're going to go through 937 00:31:42,000 --> 00:31:44,000 some stuff 938 00:31:44,000 --> 00:31:46,000 but don't let that beat you up 939 00:31:46,000 --> 00:31:48,000 I'm building myself 940 00:31:48,000 --> 00:31:50,000 to be a better person 941 00:31:50,000 --> 00:31:52,000 I'm sure Q doing the same thing 942 00:31:52,000 --> 00:31:54,000 nobody is 943 00:31:54,000 --> 00:31:56,000 and we all have that room to grow 944 00:31:56,000 --> 00:31:58,000 remember, pray 945 00:31:58,000 --> 00:32:00,000 pray these things away 946 00:32:00,000 --> 00:32:02,000 if you don't know what to do, just pray 947 00:32:02,000 --> 00:32:04,000 whatever you want to pray to is up to you 948 00:32:04,000 --> 00:32:06,000 but again, just remember, pray 949 00:32:06,000 --> 00:32:08,000 get a better mentality 950 00:32:08,000 --> 00:32:10,000 positive, bring in that positive energy 951 00:32:10,000 --> 00:32:12,000 and go back after that thing that you want 952 00:32:12,000 --> 00:32:14,000 that you want to do 953 00:32:14,000 --> 00:32:16,000 it's all up to you 954 00:32:16,000 --> 00:32:18,000 again, we're not just music podcasts 955 00:32:18,000 --> 00:32:20,000 if you're already on the website, bless you 956 00:32:20,000 --> 00:32:22,000 stay tapped in 957 00:32:22,000 --> 00:32:24,000 follow 958 00:32:24,000 --> 00:32:26,000 hit that follow button 959 00:32:26,000 --> 00:32:28,000 follow everything, whatever you feel you want to follow 960 00:32:28,000 --> 00:32:30,000 follow us there 961 00:32:30,000 --> 00:32:32,000 every time we drop 962 00:32:32,000 --> 00:32:34,000 it'll tell you, look, they just dropped 963 00:32:34,000 --> 00:32:36,000 hello, they just dropped 964 00:32:36,000 --> 00:32:38,000 give us your notification, also subscribe on the website 965 00:32:38,000 --> 00:32:40,000 that's the best one for me 966 00:32:40,000 --> 00:32:42,000 because in case of, I can get it 967 00:32:42,000 --> 00:32:44,000 directly to you a whole lot faster 968 00:32:44,000 --> 00:32:46,000 and you'll be first to know 969 00:32:46,000 --> 00:32:48,000 every single thing that goes on 970 00:32:48,000 --> 00:32:50,000 again, as time goes on this year 971 00:32:50,000 --> 00:32:52,000 there's going to be a lot of stuff going on 972 00:32:52,000 --> 00:32:54,000 just pay attention 973 00:32:54,000 --> 00:32:56,000 if you're not tied into 974 00:32:56,000 --> 00:32:58,000 an email 975 00:32:58,000 --> 00:33:00,000 you won't know 976 00:33:00,000 --> 00:33:02,000 shout out to them views 977 00:33:02,000 --> 00:33:04,000 the numbers 978 00:33:04,000 --> 00:33:06,000 I'm seeing gradually people 979 00:33:06,000 --> 00:33:08,000 paying more attention to what we're saying 980 00:33:08,000 --> 00:33:10,000 and y'all don't know, the more y'all pay attention 981 00:33:10,000 --> 00:33:12,000 the more motivation it gives us 982 00:33:12,000 --> 00:33:14,000 it motivates us 983 00:33:14,000 --> 00:33:16,000 to put our best foot forward 984 00:33:16,000 --> 00:33:18,000 to give y'all 985 00:33:18,000 --> 00:33:20,000 the information 986 00:33:20,000 --> 00:33:22,000 the quality 987 00:33:22,000 --> 00:33:24,000 all this 988 00:33:24,000 --> 00:33:26,000 y'all motivate us too, we don't want to just make it 989 00:33:26,000 --> 00:33:28,000 a one thing thing 990 00:33:28,000 --> 00:33:30,000 y'all motivate us and we hope we can motivate y'all 991 00:33:30,000 --> 00:33:32,000 out there in the world 992 00:33:32,000 --> 00:33:34,000 so yeah 993 00:33:34,000 --> 00:33:36,000 lastly too, remember 994 00:33:36,000 --> 00:33:38,000 get your 995 00:33:38,000 --> 00:33:40,000 get your 996 00:33:40,000 --> 00:33:42,000 get your chance to go on the website 997 00:33:42,000 --> 00:33:44,000 and look at everything 998 00:33:44,000 --> 00:33:46,000 just go on the website and look at everything 999 00:33:46,000 --> 00:33:48,000 there's a lot there too that you want to pick 1000 00:33:48,000 --> 00:33:50,000 and 1001 00:33:50,000 --> 00:33:52,000 I think that's it 1002 00:33:52,000 --> 00:33:54,000 that's it 1003 00:33:54,000 --> 00:33:56,000 again 1004 00:33:56,000 --> 00:34:24,000 this was the Music Podcast, the one I bring up, Clifton Murdoch, out